Dreams

What do dreams mean? This morning I had a dream. And I remembered it so it makes it all that more memorable. I feel as if I've had this dream before. I'm somewhere with my fiance Cliff. He has just recently proposed to me because I can see the engagement ring on my finger. My mom and my daughter are in this dream, along with my friend Lori and her two sons, which are my god- children. Jim Halpert from the show The Office is in my dream also and he has recently been married. His family is rich in my dream. We are all at some sort of vacation place of his family's. It seems in my dream that Jim and I are best friends. I was at the vacation place first with my fiance and Jim finally shows up. He spies the ring on my finger and asks if I'm engaged. I say yes and he says congratulations but he seems upset. Throughout the whole dream I can feel the tension between Jim and I. It's not exactly a sexual tension, but don't get me wrong there diffenately is some sexual feelings between us. It's more of a longing feeling, like we both long for each other. Somewhere in all of this there is a party thrown for someone who has just had a baby boy. I get the funny feeling that it was my mother who just had the baby even though the dream keeps cutting to her at the party and she doesn't look like she just had a baby, nor is there any baby anywhere. Now, there is this girl and I think she's the sister of Jim's wife. Her little sister. And we all walk into the room next to where we are sleeping and find her dressing up in some lingere. We chase her down and make her take them off and find out that apparently the lingere is mine. How embarassing lol. The next thing I know, we are all at some picnic and I'm handing Jim some hair ties. Then it cuts out to our room that we are all sharing. We as in, there are two twin beds. Cliff and I are sleeping in one and Jim and his wife are in the other. All in the same room. Next thing I know I'm walking out of the room and Jim is following me. I shut the door and then Jim grabs me and kisses me. Not some little peck either. A full blown, tongue envolved, I want you, I love you kind of kiss. Then my fiance wakes me up and tells me to get up in real life and I wake up feeling all weird because I just had a dream about leaving my fiance to be with some guy on a t.v. show lol. Anyways, next topic. My diet seems doomed. I can't afford all the food that I would need to get everyweek. I have a $100 a week budget for food and my fiance seems determined to make us live off of $60 a week instead. So I will just have to get what I normally get but try and make it more nutritious for me. And instead of waiting for two weeks for me to start the fitness part of the diet, I am going to be starting now. Well, that's all i got for now. Maybe more later, if not see y'all next week!